i'm listening to: better that we break-maroon 5
fri had band.. did the booth with a couple of people helping but not my partner sight read some pieces... thought i'm improving. still not good enuf. went out for dinner after that, talked to new people, thought they're really really nice.
SOTB is making my life hard. ignoring me, treating me like i'm non-existence. saw my phone under a piece of paper, then cover back. then close the door. wth man. i so wanna swear like hell. can't believe how can a guy be so damn freaky petty. i'm nice to people doesn't mean i'm good to bully.
openhouse wasn't like what i wanted. i did most of the things without the help of my partner(who is suppose to help me) but most from other bandids. stayed in sch still like 9? just to do some crap ****
don't feel very welcomed. felt left-out.
so far.. people are telling me, you shldn't *blah blah blah* but... how would they feel if they're in my shoes. just went i thought band's fun. the new batch rox, i was wrong. maybe i shouldn't let one man decide my judgement on the band.
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