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what hurts the most is when your own family starts to lose faith in you.
was talking to my mum about india trip.. and she somehow link the topic to something else. something like working part-time, how kids from not-so-rich family suffer and ofcouse, the same old thing-my studies. i tot i really need a break, away from this disgusting city and sch. she said something which really made my heart sank. she didnt even let me have a try and just condemned me. and labeled her daughter as a "failure". it felt pretty bitter and nasty i have to say. i had no control over my glands.
together with some stubborn, petty, ignorant SOTB in band. it just made things worst. come on! how could anything be worst than this. was doing some open house stuffs.. my partner just happen to left and leave 3 ppl to do a thousand things.
oh god, give me a chance to live man..
things are getting tougher and tougher without close friends around all the time. i tried to live up with it. it did work... but somehow, something or someone manage to cock up things.
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