part2

i'm listening to: get your number


don't know if anyone will cry reading this but well.. i did

sometimes in the middle of lessons, i'll have flashback on the days i used to splash water on sk with all the water i have in my mouth or my bottle. =) and our white colour will end up transparent. haaa then see-thru

i wish to go back to the days when we chase each other around the block, callin each other BIMBO, BITCH and do the bimbo cheer and so on, i said i was moving on,but only realise that I'm stuck.

i miss smacking people's as*
-playing with sarah's hair
disturbing liyana,sam, daniel, kk,...everyone
-pushing sk's hand off the lecture room table.
-fighting with sk for space on the table
-sharing ice jelly with sk and sam
-i miss highlighting my classmate's hands,legs,face,nose......
-i miss laughing my heart out.
haven been really laughing

i hope someone can kill my lonely nights.
don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna speak about it, just so sick about it
so confused about it and amused about it, can you tell me if this is fate
can't believe it's heading this way

was telling sk in a letter about how i enjoy being alone now. realli, atleast no more questions which i dont know how to answer and i dont need to be afraid of what people think of me.

mom is giving me a headache. i'm spending my 18th birthday with a bunch of people i hardly know. don't know how it's going to turn out. but.. i realli wanna see my friends... where are they.

just came back swimming.. 30laps.. shoick. tann abit when the sun came out. my tann lines are like WOW! haa cannot wear low cut-v-neck clothes le.. can see some super tann lines.. update my wishlist abit.. hope someone can get me those things haaa

aniway... my trip to shoppin in taiwan is cancelled. coz dad suddenly cannot take leave, got some impt stuffs. bloody hell.. he IS SUPPOSE TO GO THERE AND CARRY MY SHOPPING BAGS!!! maybe MIGHT end up in KL shoppin instead, but don't even know if he got the time to drive there. i feel like tellin mom to give me the money from the trip to go shoppin at topshop. maybe i'll ask that for my birthday gift.