it's not over

i'm listening to: it's not over- chris dughtry

went out with khai and edmumd on sat.. went shoppin then head to maradrine hotel (yes!) for a drink.. tried to apple martini. taste horrible. khai is behaving very weird that day and i don't like it. haaa very very weird. (maybe it's just him) =P brought another present for my mom. dad is jealous!

sun
went for tution. saw my teacher for the first time after THAT. then.. yar talked to him for abt 20mins abt how i feel and what i did. so he gave me some advice and stuffs la.. he's so nice! well he said i look shag, like not as cheerful as i was before, not smiling like before and not as happy before THAT. well.. after THAT, i don't really get to see many of my friends and.. because they are not around to make me smile, i can't really smile like before. don't know if it's ok to say this, but weilin is gone.

i'm so going to holland v for a drink next week. need to stop all these self-symphaty.
I tried to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find. i bring the pain everywhere i go, that's why i dont look happy like i was.