having wings

i'm listening to:walk away

i wan to get it over and done with. i want to leave the cycle of this terrible education system.

let me leave singapore.i really really want to study overseas. best would be US.. if not aust. ok la, i have to admit, part of the reason is because i thought i need some freedom.some space of my own. relax and chill and of couse, have fun.


yes i am. it's true!. i really am

Fri would be my so-call last day with 06s05. and up till now, i have no idea where the hell my next class is going to be. i was talking to my parents a few days back about sending me overseas for 4yrs then a degree. and 5th (hopefully) a honours yr. but.. they seems abit unwilling to leave their baby, princess, darling, little angle ms hoe. i seriously think i need to leave this concrete city for awhile. to free my soul to the green. i need a break.

i need to wake up on this white cotton, princess-like bed. walk to the nearest window (beside my bed). have breakfast by the sea.. spend my afternoon listening to the gental seawaves, strolling along the beach and lying on fine sand reading a book with a glass of orange juice beside me. i want to be serve the nicest fish (no bones) on this planet. my suitcase will only have all white clothes, a pink nike hat and sunglasses.

i was watching LOST the other day.. and realise that i don't mind giving up everything i have now to enjoy a week of peace. ( i know there doesn't seems to have a link).