i have been driving quite a lot recently, with ahan as my driving supervisor most of the time! he nags, he laughs, he threatens and he screams when i drive.. =) i guess my driving shld be safe enough!
haha grab this from the hotel's websitei havent been blogging so most people think i am forgiving up this place
i really should start studying a lot more and concentrate more, prelims is around the corner and i so cannot fail my exams if not i will be dead meat! my lessons are finishing and i dont think i know/understand much stuffs from my subjects. i HATE IBM! *ranting is going to start in 3.2.1!* its like the studying of ancient theorist + modern theory (u shld be able to come up with it yourself) + examples for ALL theory + come up with a combination of both and apply to whatever organisation! my lecture notes itself is about 2500pages! *faints on the floor* each essay is 4pages long, with a min use of 10 different theory from different chapters + examples! and all of this in? 25mins. sometimes i think i am really going to fail the exams. now i know why passing mark is like so low! everytime i took out my notes i see the few thousand of pages + hundreds of pages of A3 mindmaps i just dont know where to start. =( that is just 1 subj.
i have wrote down a list of things i did and i havent done (which i intend to do in 2010!)
(small front means i have done, normal fonts means i am gg to do it in 2010.. the bigger the font the more impt it is!)
-driving license
-braces + removal of teeth + fillings
-be a good gf (i guess so)
-wish that my bro got a gf
-learn shumura makeup class
-get a job
-have better skins care regime
-plan for ahan's 21st
-make friends in sch ( i am pathetic at this, most of the time i am alone)
-keep fit and slim down
-paint my room (doing it this weekend!)
-buy a new bed
-save up enough money so i wont feel a pinch if i buy a herve leger dress
-find a nice school bag!
-be less lazy
-save money
-be a better daughter....
sometimes its not that i have got a bad temper, if only i could be told nicely with some considerations from my parents side to do things and i will! but somehow i'm most of the time asked to do (with no choice) things. and thats when i cant control my temper. i dont even ask them for money or anything, in fact if they tell me what they want, i will buy for them! like yesterday, i brought a tefal oven for my mom because she wants to bake chinese new year pineapple cookies. why cant she just be a bit nicer to me? i am starting to think that i brought this upon myself. she HATES my sch... yes i know its not like the fan-tastic sch but its still a school! where people grad and get their degree from. if only she can respect my choice and support me financially in sim-uol i will be very very very happy. to her my sch is like some bloody-money-sucking institution that pays crazy sch fees and provides little lessons. i tried to let her know its almost the same price as local unis just that u cant pay by cpf and its called uni for a reason- a lot of self studying. i feel that there's no point hearing it from me, she needs to listen it from her friends, whom she listens to them all the time!. about my schS, my choice in everything.. i am so tired
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