dreams in blue

i'm listening to:ni yao de ai

you said to me i am the only one that understands you and you want me to be by your side forever. seriously i cant listen to all this crap. i might understand u better after all these shit but.. so what? it means nothing to me. i smile because of the really happy and fun memories we had. u know, you understand. i know what you're doing now and i know what you will do. you tell me to always be there and correct you if you ever made a mistake but i said no. i refuse to let you touch me. because i simply cant afford to. forgive me as i doubt myself. i told you "dont you understand, you gave me the best i ever had, so all i can ask for now is the second best". 1) i means the man i love has died. 2) i will never.. feel the same way again. what we are doing now.. is all rubbish. all in the name of fun. yes. this is how it will be. this is how i will make it be. fun.. a good excuse.

somehow.. am clueless.

comparisons are easily done once you had the best of perfection. like an apple hanging from a tree, i picked the ripest one i still got the seed. you said move on where do i go? i guess the second best is all i can ask for,
cause when i'm with him, i'm thinking of you
what would you do if you were the one that was spending the night
i wish that i was looking into your eyes

your like an summer in the middle of the winter, like a hard candy with a surprise center.
how do i get better once i had the best?
he kissed my lips i taste your mouth, he put me in i was disgusted by myself.
when i touch you i was burnt.
i wish... i wish.. someone could just grant me this wish.

The problem with fairy tales is that they set a girl up for disappointment. In real life, the Prince goes off with the wrong Princess. Or the spell wears off and two lovers realize they're better off as... well, whatever they are.oh my tian...i will do anything for this