06s05

it was no longer TGIF this fri. hanging out with classmates was super fun, screaming in cinema (resident evil, squeezing samuel and daniel. smacking their chest, poking them hard. it felt good, minus the cruel truth. but some bits of awkwardness here and there made me feel as if i'm hanging on to a rope that's about to break anytime, it was a last minute decision that i wanted to go. i tot i'd feel weird, i tot it doesn't make a difference

listening to the great escape "forget yesterday", i really wish it's done as easy as singing it. i was so close to tears when i found out that sk still treat me as part of the class and when samuel apologised so sincerely for not getting me along. the scars remind me of my past but i love those scars. they're basically that best thing that god can give. they're so beautiful, yes i do feel alive with them. i was in tears on the bus... realising that i actually tried to ignore them because i dont know how to face them.

dear s05. i swear i'll never forget such sweeties like you guys even thou i have new friends. you are like the best thing that i ever have, you kept me motivated, made me feel alive. you guys are the only ones that are capable of making me cry and laugh in a single day. i really did cry because you guys are leaving but it was tears of joy that you're flying to a much better place.the days with you guys was like a dream come true, for the first time in my life i felt the missing piece. i felt loved. i haven't been so happy for a long time. loves.

ps: sk i still love yOU!
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