choices

i'm listening to: we belong together

sometimes i wish i can choose my path. the way which i would wanna go. what i'm facing now is not what i ever want. i cannot choose which way to go, but rather wait at a corner for the sentence of death. i seems to be quite screwed now.
-put on some weight
-failed by common test

i have problem tryin to explain what the hell is going on to ppl around me. i don't feel like explaining. i repeat myself like 28 times? and i went thru the pain 28 times. just... stop asking.

i really tot everything is going to turn out fine.
tue:judgement day