move on

i'm listening to: hurt- christina aguilera

i caught you with yr new gal yesterday.
i have to say i'm really am impressed.
i'm hoping day to day, hoping you'll come back (not really actually)
coz he kissed me on the forehead
coz he calls me in the middle of the night
i can't explain this feelin'
i think abt it everyday and even thou we moved on,
it gets so hard to walk away.

could you look me in e eye and tell me that you're happy....

(just some random stuffs.. just feel like saying)

i'm dateless for V's day

have been feelin' kinda dizzy these few days..my dad says it's low blood pressure, but someone told me that it only occurs in skinny ppl. i'm so fat. so i don't think it's low blood pressure. maybe.. there's something wrong with my brain. this week seems kinda busy.. so many things to do

you know what? i really look up to my mum, she's really strong mentally and i'm proud of her. she used to be a wedding designer and now a wedding consultant. i'm impressed. she didn't really receive much formal education yet she can make it so high up. i up a photo of her in my notebook. so i can inspire to be as successful as her. but.. onething she fail to look out for is me. she promised me that if i can be at home one day to look out for the part-time maid she's gonna ask her not to come for the next week so we can go out. but..somehow she simply forgot her promise. i had to skip band prac just to look out for the maid. and.. she didn't realised she did made a promise to me. basically i'm speechless when i confronted her. what's the big deal? it's not the first time.. i'm getting used to it.