Sunday, December 24, 2006

devastated

i'm listening to: rain..

saw something which i didn't expect on christmas eve. well.. i wasn't angry or annoyed but super upset. didn't know what i did to receive this kind of treatment from whoever did that. it's like someone invading yr privacy and slowly destroying it. to others it maybe nothing, but for goodness sake, i'm a gal, i'm more sensative by nature. it sucks when something like that happen to you especially on christmas eve. i was just about to start to enjoy life with great friends around me.

i had to say that i actually changed alot from sec school to college. yes. i'm still not mature enuogh to be called an adult but atleast i changed. i'm not as who i used to be. wanting so hard to get a new life but realised that i failed coz i failed to change certain people. well.. for most those of u who's reading this you might no clue what the hell i'm talking about but.. it's okay. in short, i'm just devasted.

going cocco latte later. seriously.. hope i can just fake a smile up.

3 comments:

sk said...

hey weilin my dear! hai... i saw da tagboard.. tot thy were ur frens jus anyhow playing... so i shuttup bout it... bt nvm.. u cn del posts on the tagboard btw u noe? =) if u wan it jus msg me k?? will do it fer ya! =D

anyway gal, it doesnt matter hu u cn or cnnt chg. tt's thm, if thy don't chg, dont wake up dont grow up, tt's nt ur fault.. jus go on w ur new life strong ya? it's tough 2 noe, bt u cn neva have the entire world on ur side... bt tt doesnt matter...=) ryt? dont b affected by ppl lyk this k? =) it's nt worth ur tym, effort n feelings... =) use ur tym on caring 4 ppl hu care 4 u!! =) make life easier 4 urself ! =)

haa... i wanted to type sth sarcastic... bt NVM! i shall exercise my CTRL ovr my FINGERS, n b civil about the entire matter... breathe in..breathe out... it doesnt matter anymore =)

rachel hoe wei lin said...

omg... sk i love u.. u are always making me cry. so touched!! hugs.. an angel that's always beside me

sk said...

omt!! silly girl...=)