it's all gone

Dear.diary,

this is my 6th entry for the day.

saw his nick.. hmm.. and mgs him found out that he has a new gf now.. it's been about 2months since i broke up with him. there's a reason behind it. i wanted us to find what we really want in life. in 2 months he found what he wanted and what he wanted was definatly not me. it's someone whom he is dating now. i'm not suprise if he have feelings for her 2weeks after we broke up. afterall, i'm the one who wanted it. he seems so much more happy now. i have to say "i give you all my blessing" with a broken heart. i cannot deinie that i still have feelings for him and i think of him every now and then. but.. it's all over.

when i heard the news. i was totally blank. didn't know what to do but to walk around the house randomly, holding the phone. when i went to make myself my 3rd cup of greentea. did facial... and ate a tub of ice-cream. i found two new man to love "ben and jerry" (it's the name of the ice-cream). the next thing i know that i'm doing is sitting at the balcony under the sun. enjoy the breeze. everything seems to be so peaceful expect my innerself