3rd?

Dear diary,

i never expect anything like this to hapeen. this is too dramatic. found out that his current gf is actually his ex-gf (the one before me) in this way, i have indirectly bcome the 3rd party! it's very complicated. it makes me feel like i'm the one who cause them to break up in the first place. devastated. why is god doing this to me? what did i do to deserve this? things now are getting so tangled up. i guess the 8mths we spent together is afterall nothing. i really hope he can explain what happened 8mths ago. was i something (like a toy) for him to play with? so what if i broke up with him first? and he went back to his ex just by a snap of the finger?

i need wine. clubbin.. i'm going to be a bad gal tonight.